This Life I’ve Bled – A Memoir





Price: $29.95

Page Count: 300

Publication Date: April 2021

ISBN: 978-1-77258-247-5

“This Life I’ve Bled” is the painfully honest true story of small town girl’s symbolically bloody, stigmatized life relating her experiences with alcoholism, drug addiction, religion, mental health issues, bisexuality, abortion, divorce and the accidental loss of all three of her children, two of whom died ten days apart in 2015. As depressing as that sounds, the story is infused with humour as quirky as the author herself and is intended as a hopeful handbook on how to survive a life on planet earth.

This Life I’ve Bled is a gritty no-holds-barred account of an outrageous life lived on the chaotic edges of anarchy and addiction. From the opening pages to the final chapter, the reader follows the improbable ups and downs of its hapless, yet oddly likeable, narrator. If you want to know what it’s like to have had three abortions, lost all three of your kids, and screwed so many men you lost count, then you just picked up your next great read. Though this is a debut book for Johnston, she has the two things essential to a great memoir – a fascinating life, and the ability to make it come alive with pyrotechnic prose and unflinching honesty.
- Dr. Claire Robson, Simon Fraser University

Examining the forces that have shaped her, including alcoholism and the social and cultural upheaval of the late 20th century, Jacquelyn Johnston tells of being a mother, losing her children and relentlessly revisiting her Christian faith. Her harrowing history is a record of a woman’s extraordinary mental, physical and spiritual resilience.
- Ann Birnbaum, PhD, MPH

This memoir takes us through the gut wrenching fallout of alcoholism, mental illness and substance abuse. Jacquelyn has written a book with raw honesty that has the reader both shedding tears and chuckling aloud. A moving first piece for this writer.
- Yvonne Bunce, BEd

Jacquelyn Johnston has lived in and around Vancouver, BC for the past 35 years or so trying to live a memoir-worthy life. She lives alone in an empty nest, venturing out to do low paying part-time jobs and find live music to dance to. She misses her children but not her ex-husband.